Okay, I'm not much of a blogger,but it can't be much different than kind of a journal, so I'll give it a try! I am 29, and I have a beautiful daughter, Zildjian Rayne! She is almost nine months old (which terrifies me!), and my boyfriend is Abraham Sandberg.
I say that my daughter being 9 months is terrifying because that means that I've only got about 3 more months to spend at home with her. I will start school again in January, and THAT is really what scares me!
I'm not really bad at school, it's just a whole lot of work. A lot of studying(which I suck at), a lot of quiet time(which is rare at our house), and a lot of help from home(which we're working on!)!
So, I'm trying to have positive outlook on going back. I really don't want to repay student loans and not have a degree to show for it, so I know I'll go back. I don't want to leave Zildjian, I guess. She is the most amazing thing ever. I have so much fun with her, and it makes me want to cry to think that for 3 days a week, mommy's not going to be here much!
Abe has tried to reassure me that he will help out as much as possible when the time comes, but I also have a hard time with Abe doing laundry and being in MY kitchen!
I'm hoping that once it starts, it won't be as bad as I thought. Right!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
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