Okay, I'm not much of a blogger,but it can't be much different than kind of a journal, so I'll give it a try! I am 29, and I have a beautiful daughter, Zildjian Rayne! She is almost nine months old (which terrifies me!), and my boyfriend is Abraham Sandberg.
I say that my daughter being 9 months is terrifying because that means that I've only got about 3 more months to spend at home with her. I will start school again in January, and THAT is really what scares me!
I'm not really bad at school, it's just a whole lot of work. A lot of studying(which I suck at), a lot of quiet time(which is rare at our house), and a lot of help from home(which we're working on!)!
So, I'm trying to have positive outlook on going back. I really don't want to repay student loans and not have a degree to show for it, so I know I'll go back. I don't want to leave Zildjian, I guess. She is the most amazing thing ever. I have so much fun with her, and it makes me want to cry to think that for 3 days a week, mommy's not going to be here much!
Abe has tried to reassure me that he will help out as much as possible when the time comes, but I also have a hard time with Abe doing laundry and being in MY kitchen!
I'm hoping that once it starts, it won't be as bad as I thought. Right!
2 comments:
I could only imagine the inner termoil you are going through about leaving your precious one at home without you. It will, hopefully, get easier with time. Good to see you on this blogging thingy...It's addicting!
I tagged you. Go to my blog to get the rules. Maybe this will get you posting!!
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